I find myself frustrated by a lack of progress on knitting projects. When I was working full time, I managed upwards of 24 knitting projects per year, plus a little sewing along with everything else. When I hit burn out in 2022, everything changed.
Now I work part time, almost never leave the house, and finish 5 or 6 projects per year, plus a bit more sewing now. Granted, I spend more time with a cat on my lap staring at a screen, or out the window, or even sometimes at the wall. I have been healing.
But that doesn’t mean I can go back to the person I was before. I am still trying to reconcile my previous productivity with what is possible — even desirable — now. I am overwhelmed by my queue, which leads to a feeling of ineptitude. I want to continue to participate in Year of Projects in 2025, but I need to take a different approach.
I think I’ll end 2024 by celebrating my accomplishments for the year. That’s an easy one. But how will I move forward into 2025? A to-do list does not feel in alignment with who I am now. I’m not certain what direction my creative path will take.
I have also decided there will be no demands in 2025. The only “have-to” will be work. I will stick with my 2025 word “enrich,” but it won’t be including external obligations. I am learning to say “no,” especially to myself.





