Happy New Year!
We spent New Year’s Eve watching Four Rooms. I made mediocre cheese fondue. We ate the last mince pie. Fell asleep in bed watching Freaks of Nature, which we were enjoying. Woke briefly to hear the neighbors firing their guns at midnight.
This morning I am reading lovely, contemplative new years posts. I want to post something lovely and contemplative, too. I have decided to occasionally post a personal log. I am going to need a new lovely and contemplative title, though.
I am reading many had a rough 2025. My 2025 was pretty good, minus the dark cloud of authoritarianism hanging over everything. Work was steady. Health was stable. I went to the Fiber Witch Festival with friends. I went to FrankenCon with two kids. We built a greenhouse! I went to Oklahoma to visit my mom and sister. I went to Scotland with Bob.
I went back to therapy. I went back to the gym. I healed my gut with diet, which I have to keep up.
I ended up back on Instagram. I left Blue Sky and joined Threads. I started and closed a business, and renamed my blog a couple of times. The usual.
I will be 59 this year. I am slowing down. I have to. My body will not tolerate much stress. Travel is stressful. I don’t have too many travel plans this year: go to Oklahoma, and maybe Cape Breton, to see family.
Most of my goals this year are financial: pay off debt, save, invest. Make a will.
I feel compelled to live quietly. I like routine more and more. I am aware I need to put good rituals in place and establish a rhythm to my life.
I had a wonderful dream. A white-haired older woman visited me. She told me to follow. I followed her through our snowy woods to her cabin. She handed me a lantern. I weirdly began to turn it over in my hands. Afraid I would cause a catastrophe, I apologized. She said, no. This is your light. It will take whatever form you like. It became a ball of light. She said to nurture it. I put it inside my chest.
What should my word be for 2026? I am liking ember right now.
Black eyed peas, greens, and cornbread for dinner today. What are you eating for good fortune in 2026?